Well for some time I have been on a hormone induced, emotional rollercoaster. So happy that you would think I was taking something one hour and a tearful reck the next.
Isn't being a woman great! Today is a prime example... A wonderful morning followed a wall street style crash in the afternoon. My Mondays are precious and I love the time spent on me. No visitors, No calls, No body! A day of precious space away from any demands at all!
So this morning I made a cooked breakfast for our workmen. Bacon and scrambled eggs with cream, toast and croissants. Followed by a lunch of roast chicken, mash and veg with Ice cream amd Milo sauce for dessert. YUM! (Don't be expecting that again though... tomorrow we will have lamb ;) )
It was fun getting into the kitchen and spoiling people who have gone the extra mile or 20 during the course of this job.
But sometime this afternoon an extra dose of "sobbing wreck hormone" struck and here I sit a blubbering. The thought of Madeleine McCann is enough to set me off for good fifteen minutes. Sometimes it is not even a thought, sometimes you just have to look at me the wrong way or be so caught up in your world that mine doesn't exist for you....
and there I go. Luckily it only lasts a while and then a surge of " Isn't life amazing" hits and up we go, soaring above the mist and clouds. Up into the sunshine!
Eventually the ballon will run out of steam and sink back into the mist but for now I am going to enjoy the ride. Life is not boring and I am luckier than most, I know what causes my ballon sink and soar. I know that each fall is matched by the rush skyward and that after a few days the fair moves on and someone else gets to experience the high and lows that life has to offer.
But for this moment, could someone please pass me a tissue.....
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Ah, you're back on the dreaded hormones...! Poor you :(
Hope they do the trick. Be prayin' for y'all xxx
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